I have lost just about every game again this e5 f5 pawn duo pawn structure. What usually ends up happening is my opponent just starts advancing his kingside pawns, I can't find a real plan, so I resort to playing something radical because if I don't do anything I Will just get get rolled, I just don't understand this pawn structure and previously I have tried to play e4 at some point to fight blacks center, but it always ended badly, and stockfish always disliked it so I try to avoid it now.
Move 8: nbd2 not sure about this move, I was trying to stop e4 but nc3 is probably better although if I played nc3 and my opponent play a6 or anything else I wouldn't know what to play next.
13. a4 I played a4 because I couldn't find a pplan of any kind so I am just making a move that's looks ok, I move side pawns o d often if I don't find a plan
14. F4 I am lashing out because I still couldn't find a plan and I didn't want to get steam rolled with him playing f4 so I try to put a stop to it. I tried to find any piece move but I couldn't find a single one that Sid anything
18. Rf1?? What was that?? I wanted to play h4 to force matters but I saw it gives up the g4 square for his knight, I already felt like I have a position with no prospects, only defense and I resigned soon after, this is kind of how most of my games end in these positions, I was hoping that him playing g5 was exposing his own king but clearly I didn't find anything.